I've just received a new. An important one for me. My doctor, who I appreciated a lot, has died two weeks ago. I remember him as a kind man. Last time I saw him, he looked older, also tired. I bet he wasn't alright. Shit happens. But I still think it is unfair, he was such a good man. My mom told me he used to be quite distant with people but not with me, I was an exception. That I used to kiss him on the cheeck before going back home. I am so gonna miss him. He has been the only doctor I have ever been to. I refused to change to another one two years ago, I was supposed to change to an adult's one next year but my idea was to go to him as a private doctor. Now it's the same, I am going to have to change no matter if I like it or not. My mom was so upset about telling me what have happened, she knew he was my peer. And my idol.
I do regret one big mistake, I never had the chance to say him that I wanted to study medicine. Last time I saw him, I don't remember wether I was ashamed or I forgot to tell him that fact, but I now regret it so much. And I have decided that in his memory, I will definetly study medicine and become surgeon.
I have also decided that now I am going to say things to people before it's too late...
Because time doesn't forgive and so doesn't the remorse...
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